A Fine Day To Exit

Μου το έμαθαν σε κάποια σχολική εκδρομή και το ερωτεύτηκα από την πρώτη στιγμή που το είδα! Έμαθα σχεδόν αμέσως να το φτιάχνω και μόνη μου και έκτοτε το χαρίζω σε αγαπημένους φίλους. Σήμερα στο σινεμά, λίγο πριν αρχίσει η ταινία, έσκιζα με μανία μία μία τις σελίδες του προγράμματος προσπαθώντας να το θυμηθώ και τίποτα... Μεγάλη απογοήτευση. Ήρθα σπίτι και άρχισα να τραβάω μία μία τις λευκές σελίδες Α4 απ' τον εκτυπωτή, διπλώνοντάς τις με όλους τους πιθανούς σχετικούς με αυτό που είχα στο μυαλό μου συνδυασμούς. Τίποτα. Ακόμα μεγαλύτερη απογοήτευση. Είπα να ψάξω στο ίντερνετ να δω μήπως το βρω πουθενά. Βρήκα αρκετές εικόνες και οδηγίες για κατασκευές και αεροπλανάκια από χαρτί, αλλά πουθενά το δικό μου, εκείνο που έφτιαχνα μικρή. Σκέφτηκα ότι αν το θυμηθώ ποτέ το πρώτο που θα κάνω θα είναι να το μοιραστώ στο ίντερνετ. Έτσι ώστε αν το ξαναξεχάσω να υπάρχει κάποιος εκεί έξω να μου το θυμίσει! Έκλεισα το φυλλομετρητή (καλά δεν το είπα;) και τράβηξα άλλη μια λευκή κόλλα Α4 απ' τον εκ...

Always said you were a youthquaker, Edie A stormy little world shaker Oh, Warhol's darling queen, Edie An angel with a broken wing The dogs lay at your feet, Edie Oh, we caressed your cheek Ooh, stars wrapped in your hair Ooh, life without a care But you're not there Oh, caught up in an endless scene, Edie Yeah, paradise, a shattered dream Oh, wired on the pills you took, Edie Your innocence dripped blood, sweet child The dogs lay at your feet, Edie Oh, we caressed your cheek Ooh, stars wrapped in your hair Ooh, life without a care Ciao baby Shake it, boy Oh, sweet little sugar talker Paradise dream stealer Oh, Warhol's little queen, Edie An angel with a broken wing, oh The dogs lay at your feet, Edie Oh, we caressed your cheek, well Stars wrapped in your hair Ooh, life without a care Yeah, yeah, yeah Why did you kiss the world goodbye? Ciao baby Don't you know paradise takes time? Ciao, yeah Why did you kiss the world goodbye? Ciao ba...

Oh, why you look so sad? Tears are in your eyes Come on and come to me now. Don't be ashamed to cry Let me see you through 'Cause I've seen the dark side, too. When the night falls on you You don't know what to do Nothing you confess could make me love you less I'll stand by you, I'll stand by you Won't let nobody hurt you I'll stand by you. So, if you're mad, get mad Don't hold it all inside Come on and talk to me now. Hey, what you got to hide? I get angry, too Well, I'm a lot like you. When you're standing at the crossroads And don't know which path to choose Let me come along, 'cause even if you're wrong I'll stand by you, I'll stand by you Won't let nobody hurt you I'll stand by you Take me in into your darkest hour And I'll never desert you I'll stand by you. And when, when the night falls on you, baby You're feeling all alone, you won't be on your o...

You wanted this So sad to see The sweet decay Of ecstasy And you want it all And you want it all A frozen sun, Would guide you there As shadows hide The deep despair And you want it all I'll give you something more And you'll fade away One last kiss before You fade away. So sleep tonight, In idle dreams The pain will drown, Your silent screams And you want it all And you want it all I'll give you something more And you'll fade away One last kiss before You fade away Lives you once adored will fade away Lies you can't ignore You soon repay As you fade away As you fade away As you fade away As you fade away And you'll fade away

Abide with me; fast falls the eventide; The darkness deepens; Lord, with me abide; When other helpers fail and comforts flee, Help of the helpless, oh, abide with me. I need Thy presence every passing hour; What but Thy grace can foil the tempter’s pow’r? Who, like Thyself, my guide and stay can be? Through cloud and sunshine, oh, abide with me. Swift to its close ebbs out life’s little day; Earth’s joys grow dim, its glories pass away; Change and decay in all around I see; O Thou who changest not, abide with me

On the floating, shapeless oceans I did all my best to smile til your singing eyes and fingers drew me loving into your eyes. And you sang "Sail to me, sail to me; Let me enfold you." Here I am, here I am waiting to hold you. Did I dream you dreamed about me? Were you here when I was full sail? Now my foolish boat is leaning, broken love lost on your rocks. For you sang, "Touch me not, touch me not, come back tomorrow." Oh my heart, oh my heart shies from the sorrow. I'm as puzzled as a newborn child. I'm as riddled as the tide. Should I stand amid the breakers? Or shall I lie with death my bride? Hear me sing: "Swim to me, swim to me, let me enfold you." "Here I am. Here I am, waiting to hold you."

I hold my breath and check the time One minute no collapse If you only knew what I would do for you One thirty breathing lapse We're going in my voice is thin When I tell you to remember That no one will find you My promise from the heart If we part my pulse will guide you through Be still for a moment Everything depends upon you If you die I will die too Once we were heroes But everything has changed since then Now they recognize you too I stay too long something's wrong You walk out of the picture I hold my breath and check the time One thirty I collapse We went in my voice was thin When I told you to remember I'm the evidence You passed the test and that's so good for you O love will you read the letters I will send to you Will I come along Will they let me out to take the test O love is the score enough for me to pass the test

The way the ins and outs of heaven still elude us to the end. The tears, the sun, the rain, I feel them on my face against my skin. We loved you then, we love you still. And don't you know, don't you know that heroes never die? They sail forever. Slow the rainfalls, the memories blowing through I stand with arms outstretched to catch the warmth of you. Eyes to the heavens, screaming at the skies Trying to send you messages still choking on goodbyes. And I wonder why? Gold November, yellow, brown and green I try to picture you still somewhere in between Cold the nightfalls, shadows drawing in The glimpse I had of you is torn into the wind. And I wonder why tracing paths we search the stormy sky? The way the ins and outs of heaven still elude us to the end. The tears, the sun, the rain, I feel them on my face against my skin. We loved you then, we love you still. And don't you know, don't you know that heroes never die? They sail forever. Close m...